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A cross-dresser who is evolving (slowly) into a transgender, and loving the feeling of becoming more feminine.… I have been taking things more seriously so my regime is taking up more of my time and effort. I now take daily supplements and also I have managed to get my hands on HRT. I now exercise in the morning and evening to try and keep in shape because I am now getting older and want to stave off the inevitable physical decline which I know happens to all of us. I have always been slim, now I am also smooth all over stand five feet nine tall. My hair is turning more grey and my eyes are brown. I do drink but mostly single malt whisky, which is my favourite. I listen to classical music and really enjoy opera. My best friend is my dog Lisa who keeps me sane and at the same time can drive me nuts. I have lived with my partner for over four years but she does not know just how much of a trany I am. I can not tell her because I just know she would not like it. We have not had sex for over two years because she does not enjoy it any more and finds the whole thing uncomfortable. I would like if the opportunity arises one day, chat with and perhaps enjoy the company of a TG or CD. If it feels right and there is respect, trust and desire then I would like to see just how far it goes. I crossed dressed on and off for a lot of my life, but I have now decided that I want more than dressing as a woman I want to be as feminine as I can be. I looked up the possibility of that journey and realised that perhaps I could actually do something about it (even at my age ha ha). I started taking supplements which is an act of faith and then I started using HRT which is science. I do feel as if my cunning plan is working slowly which is fine for me. I also began regular twice daily physical exercises which should hopefully have some benefits in that they will help my development and also help me stay in some sort of physical shape. Morning and night push ups, stomach crunches and sit ups. What has this achieved so far. Well I do honestly feel as if I am more feminine physically and also more comfortable with myself, and my breasts although small (36 B going on C) are definitely bigger than when I started and will hopefully grow larger with time and effort. The best part for me is my nipples are also growing in size and sensitivity which is an amazing feeling. I never realized the pleasure one can have gently touching and caressing them can be. I am also using and EPL to reduce and hopefully get rid of my body hair which I realise is going to be a long term challenge but it is working, my legs and chest difinately feel smoother. I also use an electric shaver on my body every day to keep it in check. I do so adore the feel and look my hairless body and others who are smooth. The thing I have noticed about me is my changing attitude to sex. While I have never been gay I have always enjoyed seeing slim smooth naked guys. But I can say that I am now attracted to the physical beauty of the transgender and CD body the more like a female she is the more I can fantasise about them. I would not describe myself as gay because I do not feel a sexual attraction to all men. I find overweight, masculine and hairy guys a complete turn off. I can't apologise for that it is just how I feel. I am totally smooth and need a partner to be as well. So a hairless, feminine, slim TG or CD is for me beyond attractive she is desirable to the extent I imagine how it would feel to mutually pleasure each other (especially if she licks, rubs, sucks my nipples, if she does I will be so appreciative that I would do almost anything she wanted) Does that make me Bi or a sissy? Well it is who I am. Thanks for taking the time to read this … Sally xx