Hello! My name is Rachel Bianchi. I am currently 19 I have been transitioning and really struggling with myself since around 10. I never could find a steady income of hormones, as healthcare and stuff is kind of expensive LOL so I was always finding estrogen and progesterone pills from safe websites or recommendations I trusted, so I never really had a smooth transitioning.I always felt uncomfortable around others, when it came to talking to them and trying to express myself, trying to relate to others through clothing, music, etc. I realized it was because I was uncomfortable with myself and the way I represent myself, I was and am not happy with my body or self but I learn everyday to accept it !! I look forward to the day I can finally feel comfortable in my skin on my own. I have always been interested in fashion, bright colors, etc. stuff boys call you faggot and gay for loving (which only made my journey harder DUH haha). I hope one day I can be interested in what I love, in my own skin, with my own circle, transitioning hasn't brought me down!! It has only woken me up and made me realize I can do something about it, it makes me happy to worry about the next day and how I can feel more like myself my body dysmorphia does not control me!!