I always considered myself a heterosexual male however during my teenage years, 20's and 30's I occasionally participated in homosexuality. Still considering myself heterosexual male, I was never really happy or, at least, there was a void. Several years ago I discovered that when watching porn, I wasn't really moved by man/woman activity; nevertheless, when I drift to homosexual porn I become excited to a level that I couldn't explain. I am very attracted to sissies, cross-dressers and men etc.