I am an older chubby person caught between two lives. I am a gemini who used to be a passible dresser but am older. I have always been submissive with a servants attitude and realized the first time I pleased a male friend as a femme it felt right. I even had thoughts of transition years past and have taken light hormones and used a hypnotist to help my feminine side. While I live in the shadow of my male self am still growing feminine parts and miss the feminine side and men. At this point while not passible would be consider a bbw cd and would love to find a friend who understands and can accept that. I am having problems in my male life and would love to revert for a time and explore my femme side again. I am very open minded and answer all questions.